so the closer christmas get, just like every one else, i get busier. it gets ridiculous actually. work get worse every weekend. people comming in just to look. just to get an idea. they need not be there unless they are buying something. this month will be real bad. sales up the ass….egh. i dont like people. they piss me off.
i have a boyfriend now. brody is 22 and making his way into my corrupted world. we share similar ideas about love and relationships. hes actually turning out to be one of the best decisions i have ever made. i feel safe around him. its weird. all worries and thoughts go away when he holds me. i feel like everything will just stop and all hurting and pain will go away. he started a job as a security officer at a chem plant. hes worried that ill leave him because he wil be working so much. ill find a way for it to work. i understand his concern though. i dont love him yet but i can really see it comming to that.
